This is so stupid. From a technicality point of view, YOU broke up with me. YOU told me we were done. YOU said we ‘wasn’t going to label whatever this was’. I was all for it! I was like yh boyfriend girlfriend TURN UP but YOU was like’er no’ so yeah, fuck it. It may have taken me 2 months but I am finally showing signs of being able to function without you. Usually I would run away from any other person giving me attention, purely because it made me feel uncomfortable, but now I feel like I’m putting loads of potentially wonderful things on hold for this to work (whatever ‘this’ is), to get nothing out of it. I want a relationship, I do, but if it’s shitty and un-romantic and makes me feel like a sack of shit, then I’m gone. Because for too long have I been made to feel like shit by people that are really suppose to care about me, and I can’t do it anymore. So don’t you get pissy because I pecked some guy in a club because YOU are the one that didn’t want me pal. I’m just trying to process it all in my own messed up way so either be there to pick up the pieces of YOUR mess, or leave me be.