Ah this month is like totally booked! No. I don’t like saying booked, makes me sound like a cocky twat. Like, full of stuff. 24th -James’ Birthday 25th - Health & Social exam 27th - Health & Social exam 29th - Meal with James & his dad 30th - Meal with my family and james. 5th- Cinema :)
Feb - trip to London with Sophia.
No doubt half of them will get cancelled because of the fag that gave birth to me. But, i will trytrytry to stay in her good books. Or, get into them. But she did buy me clothes earlier which is wierd because if i’m going into town she neglects my ‘fashion needs’ but then, for no apparent reason, she will buy me tons of clothes. Like, nice ones too. And thats something concidering her, uh, aquired taste in materials. Brown and dark green metelic florals, i must say, are not my thing.
It was THEE BUS JOURNEY of 2011. I always have the most jacked up journeys ever. Like, always!
So i get on the bus, and there’s all the Grammar school boys on there plus some skanky man who’s always on the bus and a few old birds. So I’m literally, holding onto the pole for dear life because there’s no seats, swinging back and forth, totally rocking the spaced out spastic look when some kid gets off his seat. And its one of those seats where if you stand up, it retracts? Is that the word. Well you know. So i sit down all comfy. AND THEN. THIS. THIS MY FRIEND. I CANT EVEN TELL YOU.
So some dyke lady sits in front of me - baring in mind im at the front, facing the back of the bus. So then a Downs Syndrome lady sits next to her & she’s chatting to the skanky man. The dyke lady goes ape & moves. Funny. THEN. THEN. FUCKING THEN. A BEAST ACTUALLY APPEARED. No word of a lie, she has no teeth, serious body odour, a beard - like a propper one that touched her tits, and a scabby wheeler bag.
She then told me “I have a cat in here! Dont you dare steal my bag!” So i was literally like “WTF.” And throughout the whole journry, i had her smelly ass on me. Was so grim. Every Time the doors opened, and fresh air came in, i knew there was a God.. but then they closed and i realised that God hates me and wants me to suffocate on this bus full of weirdo’s.
i dont care if it says im a Aries now, that means all my Taurus realted good luck shit will be wasted. So fuck the world, Im staying a Taurus!
Has there really been a change in star signs?
Yes. Most modern astrological predictions are made using the zodiacal dates as set forth by the ancient greeks. However, the ancient greeks did not know about the precession of the Earth’s axis, which since that time has shifted the actual dates of the Sun lining up with the constellations, and has even inserted a 13th constellation (Ophiuchus) into the original set of 12.
Capricorn: Jan. 20 - Feb. 16 Aquarius: Feb. 16 - March 11 Pisces: March 11- April 18 Aries: April 18 - May 13 Taurus: May 13 - June 21 Gemini: June 21 - July 20 Cancer: July 20 - Aug. 10 Leo: Aug. 10 - Sept. 16 Virgo: Sept. 16 - Oct. 30 Libra: Oct. 30 - Nov. 23 Scorpio: Nov. 23 - Nov. 29 Ophiuchus: Nov. 29 - Dec. 17 Sagittarius: Dec. 17 - Jan. 20
At the moment, i actually feel quiet privileged. My friends. They’re absolutely amazing. They can do the tiniest thing and i feel 10 times better. My friend Antoine. Ah I’ve miss him. I didn’t realise until i spoke to him the other day! But he hasn’t changed one bit so :) And Jessica Scott. Well, I’m not gonna go all Myspace and write a massive paragraph about her, because i know i could easily do that, but without her, i don’t know what i would do! Shes my second brain!
And to James ♥ He makes me so so so happy. Whenever I’m sick he calls me, and that makes me all sdrjtitjergmfgm inside. His propper all caring and stuff, everything i could ever want in anybody. Always thinks of other people before himself and oh. Just feel lucky to have him with me :) I could actual drag this bit on for quiet awhile but if he reads this, and a part of me hopes he doesnt, and if he does - don’t tell me!, he knows exactly how i feel. so yes :) <3
I don’t really get on with my mum. She basically goes off on one on anything. And she’s really self indulge. Everything is her way or the high way. Not really sure what that means but in this case, i mean nought all :)
She gives me no freedom atall. And i’m not some like, spoilt brat who’s moaning because I can’t go out. I actually am not allowed. She still treats me as if i’m10 and need a tutorial of everything i do. Some people say ‘Its only because she cares..’ but she couldn’t give a shit. She’s just controlling.
I’m sixteen in 4 months so i hope she starts backing off. I’m not asking for complete independence, just want to find things out on my own. I don’t even know if people read these things but it feels good just to feel like there may be one person aha.
I don’t know why i felt the need to type the title in capitals. Anyways, got my Math & English GCSE results back today. Actualy fml right now.
Lemme take you back to december. As soon as i finshed my Maths exam, without even knowing my results yet, they put me in a resit class. A bloody resit class. With a woman who, lets just say, we didn’t get on too well. We’re fine now, just at the time. No. Resets class, no friends in it, bad teacher .. wasn’t the best news.
So i really really wanted to pass to be like ‘HA! FUCK YOU. I PASSSED. HOW DO YOU FEEEEL SDOIRJEPOTIJTHIJFPHOTJHOJTPOGH!’
Do you know what really happened? I failed. I failed like Briteny Spears with marriage. So embarressed.
On the plus, I GOT A C IN ENGLISH. WOOOOOO. Honest to god thought i was gonna fail that shit - Miss Stone - my teacher, she’s new so she was worried that if we all failed she would look bad but shes such a good teacher <3 Might even buy here somthing. Yes. Yes i will. A card? Not even from Card Factory a propper one. *proud student*
Not to sound like an over dramtic winer, but i think i may be dying -_- I went to the doctors uhhhhhhh, yesterday? Yeah monday, ‘cause i’ve had really bad backache. He made me pee in a pot and everything. And i know you dont wanna know this, but my aim - perfect. Anywwwwwwwwwwwho, Turn out i have 3 infections in my kidney. So i’m taking this ugly pills. And the side effects are like, kidney failure, bleeding out of the eyes, nose, mouth & ears, vomiting etc. So that always puts my mind at rest :)