I haven’t really anything to report. Life is average atm. Nothing OTT. Nothing to depressing. Feels like i’ve lost alot of people this school year. Its so weird. Don’t get me wrong, i’ve made just as many as i’ve lost but its sentimental things that get to me. I am thee most sentimental person ever. I keep literally everything that means anything to me. Memories are really important to me for some reason i don’t actually know. I think i’m just scared of being forgotten. So when i see people around school that we’re like my ‘best friends’ back in the day makes me wonder Where did it all go? I suppose that is life though. ”You win some ,you lose some.” and all.
Sometimes, i don’t actually know why i bother with things, trying to make them special, when its clearly thrown back in my face. Yes it can be like every other day, just don’t expect anything special because i’ll never do this again.